Maya Fortified with the gift of gibber, eats anything apart from liver. lives with 2 dogs and a stinky brother and a dad and a mother. and a cracked polystyrene man who just crumbles, yeah crumbles and burns. and she likes radiohead, a lot of metal, jazz, celtic music, a lot of people, 'Johnny The Homicidal Maniac' & 'Bear' & 'Skeleton Key' comics and her two shih tzus - Abby (Abigail) and Kusho. I WANT: Nothing
[and in that little hollow i go to, to keep the strange pain secret, i find you]
Saturday, 29 November 2008
Sia Furler
I love Sia's songs and her voice - It's so good and unique.
The Girl You Lost to Cocaine
because oxygen is a drug
20:42
Monday, 24 November 2008
To my love, my life
These lyrics aren't right because it's not the radio version like the video plays but I prefer the lyrics below. I love this song
EVERYTHING - ALANIS MORISETTE:
I can be a nightmare of the grandest kind I can withhold like it's going out of style I can be the moodiest baby and you've never met anyone who is as negative as I am sometimes
I am the wisest woman you've ever met. I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected. I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen And you've never met anyone Who's as positive as I am sometimes.
You see everything, you see every part You see all my light and you love my dark You dig everything of which I'm ashamed There's not anything to which you can't relate And you're still here
I blame everyone else, not my own partaking My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating I'm terrified and mistrusting And you've never met anyone as, As closed down as I am sometimes.
You see everything, you see every part You see all my light and you love my dark You dig everything of which I'm ashamed There's not anything to which you can't relate And you're still here
What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go
I'm the funniest woman you've ever known. I am the dullest woman you've ever known. I'm the most gorgeous woman you've ever known And you've never met anyone as, as everything as I am sometimes.
You see everything, you see every part You see all my light and you love my dark You dig everything of which I'm ashamed There's not anything to which you can't relate And you're still here
And you're still here And you're still here...
I love you Addy. I'm sorry for everything. I love you forever <3 mwa!
because oxygen is a drug
14:59
Sunday, 16 November 2008
My heart versus my heart
I have someone whom I love deeply and someone who talks to me and gives me endless amounts of attention, like someone in a budding ''romance'' would. The attention-giving one attracts me much. But the one I love dearly loves me unconditionally and almost flawlessly. Feelings for loved one have not deteriorated one bit and are stronger than ever. I know attention-giver's feelings may fade, but are growing seemingly, but also, loved one's feelings are guaranteed to last. Also, giving up one would mean heavy awkwardness, which I am ready to live with of course given the preference for the loved one, but not easy to do. Giving up the other would mean virtual emptiness. My heart is not ready to give up anything, not ready to sacrifice. My heart is not ready to be alone. What do I do? Which heart do I follow?
because oxygen is a drug
21:49
Saturday, 15 November 2008
Your demons are too strong to resist
SO the mind is once again filled with confusion and anxiety.
The song 'Numb' by Sia is some remixed version. You should get your hands on the original. Far better. Sia is basically amazing.
Maya