Maya
Fortified with the gift of gibber, eats anything apart from liver. lives with 2 dogs and a stinky brother and a dad and a mother. and a cracked polystyrene man who just crumbles, yeah crumbles and burns. and she likes radiohead, a lot of metal, jazz, celtic music, a lot of people, 'Johnny The Homicidal Maniac' & 'Bear' & 'Skeleton Key' comics and her two shih tzus - Abby (Abigail) and Kusho. I WANT: Nothing

Society - Eddie Vedder

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I need to be shot in the eye

because oxygen is a drug
21:45

"You REALLY need to focus MAYA!" "Fuck off brain I want to partay"

This total lack of focus and lack of urgency is getting to fucking piss me off now.

BAHAKSHUHEFHSHIBALALAHAHAHAU2HDGA.

And the funniest part is, it's me I am this pissed off at. Haha. Ha. I am slowly going YINSANE.

I can literally concentrate for 10 minutes at a time and take like 50 minute breaks. THIS HAS GOT TO STOP.

I need to do some yoga or something. My neck hurts, my head hurts, my body is screaming at me about the lack of exercise and excess intake of carbs this past week. I promise I will fix that in 2 weeks. After the celebrating is over. I PROMISE this time. I NEED to.

TYM 2 HIT DA BKSSSS.

M Pap

because oxygen is a drug
23:13

A fine line

One moment, everything seemed convoluted and at a standstill and no conclusions could be reached and the next moment, it was just a smack-in-the-face realisation that it was never anything real at all.

I'm glad I've come to my senses (sort of).

because oxygen is a drug
22:33

Single and not ready to mingle

(this was a post I meant to post in the afternoon but it got saved to my drafts instead. It was originally posted at 6pm)

So it turns out trying to study has been harder for me than it looked. I have literally ONE week left till my finals and I am fucking around.

I wanna hold you so tight.

I need to study chemistry because I am failing that otherwise. Tomorrow is the last day I am going to school till next wed, which is my first paper - history. Glah. I need to burn my laptop it is the mother of all distractions. (What I am doing right now is the result of a distraction resulting from using aforementioned laptop). I also need to stop resting it on my knee because it is rather warm and my knee gets this nasty red patch after I leave it on for some time.
I need to go finish off this chapter and tuck myself in and think things over.

I want you to always love me.

I need to get over stuff. I need to get over him. I will but it's just that I need time. And I need to stop being such a weakling. It's you who's been strong throughout this entire relationship. And even if it's over/not over/is gonna restart some day, I'll always admire the person you are and you'll always be my hero. (And I know you don't/won't read my blog but it's the only way I can imagine I am still in contact with you) I'm glad it was on good terms but I can't stand missing you so effing much.

I'll get over it. I'll get over everything. Eventually.

And the funniest part is, I still want you all to myself.

because oxygen is a drug
23:52

Brand New Key

I've been obsessed with this song for the past week. I heard it long ago too but it's so cute and I love country voices like hers.

Lyrics | Melanie - Brand New Key lyrics

because oxygen is a drug
09:57

"Almost Golden" - Courtney Love

Oh all the things
I'll never do to you
Oh honey do all the things
I'll never do to you

Sorry 'bout the fire
Sorry 'bout the torch
Sorry i had to have my revenge
Send it in a note
Said you cannot go
Say you were sick, you cant get dressed
Come on be on fire
Come on be a liar
My dress is the prettiest
Cover me in burns
Everyone take a turn
I'm already humiliated

My oh my baby you do reflect the sun
My oh my baby you were almost golden
My oh my oh how you do reflect the sun
My oh my baby you were almost golden

Sorry 'bout the fire
Sorry 'bout the torch
Sorry i had to have my revenge
Send it in a note
Say you cannot come
Say you are still tied to the bed

When's he gonna come
When's he gonna spring
When's he gonna crawl out in public
When's he gonna come
screaming bombs away
When's he gonna kill me in this room

My oh my he's in his gloriousness
Watch him tear me down with such a vengeance
Hold on to me
Yeah baby hold hold on tight
Yeah well just see which one of us gets out alive

Oh honey do all the things I'd never do to you
Cover me in fire
Cover me in lies
Thats' just your entertainment
Sorry i'm upset
Walked a mile behind
I was stuck and you still in a daze

because oxygen is a drug
20:41