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Stop the Seal Slaughter Maya
Fortified with the gift of gibber, eats anything apart from liver. lives with 2 dogs and a stinky brother and a dad and a mother. and a cracked polystyrene man who just crumbles, yeah crumbles and burns. and she likes radiohead, a lot of metal, jazz, celtic music, a lot of people, 'Johnny The Homicidal Maniac' & 'Bear' & 'Skeleton Key' comics and her two shih tzus - Abby (Abigail) and Kusho. I WANT: Nothing

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[and in that little hollow i go to, to keep the strange pain secret, i find you]
Thursday, 3 July 2008

I wish your body was not so warm to me

So I'm back from the 11 day - 11 night trip. And before I say anything else, I am going to admit that 'The Prune' wasn't so bad after all. She gave me a lift back to Bombay and it was 3 hours in a car with just her and a bored-looking driver and she was actually nice and apart from the fact that I had to control my pee, it was a pleasant drive. Alibagh has some lush scenery. She only said that she doesn't like Singapore because she feels it is too 'plastic' and expensive and added in that over-said lame joke about Singapore being a 'Fine' city. But I honestly cannot deny those facts are true. But it's given my family a good life so I guess I should be happy and not crib about it though I don't plan on studying here for university at all. I am and can be loyal to Singapore (when I'm outside Singapore mostly) seeing as how I have been a citizen for almost exactly 13 years now. (The Indians back home call me a traitor - haha. ha). Yeah so these few days, I've been feeling too knackered to blog. I don't see who the blimming hell reads this anyway. Not even you, Adicakes Smith. It's just my dear Lesbian Lover Maggie Y with the evil twin brother Fred Venus (if you get the joke don't hesitate to let out a belting-ly roaring-ly loud laugh). So I'm done watching the lesbian show 'Sugar Rush'. it was well interesting but honestly an odd choice of a TV Programme for someone who used to think she was homo-phobic. I think I've become a little more tolerant of the idea, not that I'd ever try anything even minutely dyke-ish. So now I'm trying to be a good friend and a good girlfriend. I think the latter is working out fine now. The best it's ever been. But on the friend side I'm getting from bad to worse. I just feel so out of it. I can't explain. But when it comes to standing up for friends, count me in. Well today I actually had a fabulous time. And those who need to know will know why. I love you. More than is humanely comprehendible. And I need to stop dancing to ''Daddy Cool''. Is your Daddeh cool? OH and I am completely going orgasmic on my new MacBook.

A song i used to love almost obsessively.

"Just So You Know" - American Head-Charge

the surface is so cold and worthless
all the things that I have still come from there
so paint your windows in front of my face
when you know damn well theres
no one behind them
I wish your body was not so warm to me
just so you know
all it was was something beautiful
when tides and dreams dont seem so tall at all
its me against the world still Im losing ground
Id kill to taste what it must be like
cause its every one of my empty parts
that you fill now
I wish your body was not so warm to me
just so you know
all it was was something beautiful
when tides and dreams dont seem so tall at all
pause silence
another moment dropped off
left behind and
hanging still
you wont see me
I cant see you
all it was was something beautiful
when tides and dreams dont seem so tall at all


because oxygen is a drug
23:55