Maya
Fortified with the gift of gibber, eats anything apart from liver. lives with 2 dogs and a stinky brother and a dad and a mother. and a cracked polystyrene man who just crumbles, yeah crumbles and burns. and she likes radiohead, a lot of metal, jazz, celtic music, a lot of people, 'Johnny The Homicidal Maniac' & 'Bear' & 'Skeleton Key' comics and her two shih tzus - Abby (Abigail) and Kusho. I WANT: Nothing

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Tuesday, 21 October 2008

Because we're only human...

It is every humane (I say this with much ambiguity in the connotation of the word) person's job to tell another person (usually someone they care about) the brighter part of their situation. Even if they were sitting and inevitably dying of cancer, their friend/loved-one/acquaintance would be telling the patient that a miracle would happen, that they'd be fine. Sometimes it's better to hear the truth, because then everyone's insecurities related to the prospect of possibly not having the person (with cancer) around is too scary. It is like how people in the Hairy Bladder books do not say ''VOLDEMORT" out loud.
So anyway, I was just pondering over the possibility that I might have nose cancer or something because of my over-swelling nasal fistula that is practically blocking my nose passage (i.e hindering my very breathing process) and everything and the fact that I have virtually all the symptoms. But whatever. It is just that my allergic rhinitis is pissing the blimming hell out of me.

The common presentations are:

Neck swelling from spread to neck lymph nodes (60%)
Ear symptoms eg ear blockage of tinnitus (30%)
Nose symptoms eg nose bleeds (30%)

So I was telling Mag and Jecil and Addy:

Maya. read and die --> http://kent86.blogdrive.com/ says:

And if I did have cancer, which I think'd be sorta cool only because everyone would suddenly care. everyone'd be too sweet. like all the people who weren't before. Mellifluous. And then, iIcan finally see for myself the extent of human pretense.
Plus it wouldn't be so bad cos I'd get to miss plenty of school. And come out alive because Nose Cancer is very curable.

Anyway, I have a headache now. And it appears my mother is ready to leave her sacred office. So I can finally please myself with the thought of retiring to my soft queen-sized bed (hells yes I deserve to show off something I got free from the owners).

Goodnight!
xx M Pap

because oxygen is a drug
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