Maya
Fortified with the gift of gibber, eats anything apart from liver. lives with 2 dogs and a stinky brother and a dad and a mother. and a cracked polystyrene man who just crumbles, yeah crumbles and burns. and she likes radiohead, a lot of metal, jazz, celtic music, a lot of people, 'Johnny The Homicidal Maniac' & 'Bear' & 'Skeleton Key' comics and her two shih tzus - Abby (Abigail) and Kusho. I WANT: Nothing

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Sunday, 16 November 2008

My heart versus my heart

I have someone whom I love deeply and someone who talks to me and gives me endless amounts of attention, like someone in a budding ''romance'' would. The attention-giving one attracts me much. But the one I love dearly loves me unconditionally and almost flawlessly. Feelings for loved one have not deteriorated one bit and are stronger than ever. I know attention-giver's feelings may fade, but are growing seemingly, but also, loved one's feelings are guaranteed to last. Also, giving up one would mean heavy awkwardness, which I am ready to live with of course given the preference for the loved one, but not easy to do. Giving up the other would mean virtual emptiness. My heart is not ready to give up anything, not ready to sacrifice. My heart is not ready to be alone. What do I do? Which heart do I follow?

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