Maya
Fortified with the gift of gibber, eats anything apart from liver. lives with 2 dogs and a stinky brother and a dad and a mother. and a cracked polystyrene man who just crumbles, yeah crumbles and burns. and she likes radiohead, a lot of metal, jazz, celtic music, a lot of people, 'Johnny The Homicidal Maniac' & 'Bear' & 'Skeleton Key' comics and her two shih tzus - Abby (Abigail) and Kusho. I WANT: Nothing

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Wednesday, 17 December 2008

The 'No-Lifer'

Heh. Sounds like a pretty good title for a book doesn't it? Apart from helping mum out at the office now and then and baking christmas goodies, I've been pretty much rotting. Everyone seems to be away or about to go away or out clubbing and taking pictures so everyone can see they're ''cool''. Sure, drinking's fine, but I don't think it's cool to throw away 200 bucks in one night, especially when you're just 17. You have your whole life to fuck up your brains and heart. I've seen my father drink enough to know it's not a pretty thing. Smoking is even worse. I think it's particularly disgusting for a girl to smoke. Girls are supposed to smell good and possibly give birth one day. Smoking is something that turns me off, badly. I know i'm no saint, but, I know my limits. I'd like to be my age till it comes a time when I'm 30 and start wishing I was 17 again. I just re-wrote this education story 3 times, spent all morning trying to recover from a bad flu, and taking down 'healthy' recipes to try and get a better eating pattern down in an attempt to shed the extra inches. My freedom is very limited now. My aunt is a pain in the ass. She won't leave the house, not even for a second and it is somehow my duty to stay home with her and keep her ''company'' when all she does is piss me off.

Oh it appears it's time to go.

Let's hope that Addy and baking make my holiday a little better. I'll miss you Maggie. Come back soon.

Oh, Anna's back tomorrow. It was a sudden decision. Hope she's okay. Didn't sound good on the phone.

xx

Maya

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